College

  I am graduating this June with a lousy AS that took four years to get from a lousy community college. One college degree is not enough to get me where I want to be in life. Although, at the age of 24 I am told I have accomplished great 'feats' already. Bullshit. The people of my generation are used to doing shit faster than those preceding us. [Not saying 24 is 'fast' for an AS, but it isn't bad while working full-time and being a parent.] We have an idea, find a way to make it happen, follow through with it then demand to see results right off.  Probably why I hate dieting, instant results are not to be followed.

 So now I am left with two colleges of choice that I can go to. I have to take online courses since I live in the fucking boondocks where the only college in town is an artsy-fartsy hippie school. I would love to not brush my hair, smoke a ton of weed and take pictures to get a degree. But I have a child to provide a future for and dreads are gross. So is patchouli. I hate being limited to going to school part time which doubles the time I have to attend in the long term. I also hate being limited to taking online courses and not having the full campus experience. Probably better since I have social anxiety anyway.

 I am bored of writing now, just venting because I don't know what to do and I don't even know if I want to go back right now or take time off. College is stupid >-<